Happy Thanksgiving Honey!  / Jessica Thiefoe (Hes the love of of my life! )

Hey my love

                      Well things are going ok.. I cant wait to get home and see everybody though I miss everybody! Well Honey..times get tough around this time of year..just make sure you let everyone know that your there..just because they cant see or hear you..your there!! I hate it that your not here i miss you so much honey..Lately ive been thinking about you like crazy.. I just cant get you out of my head..I miss you laugh and you beautiful smile! I like to just sit and stare at pictures of you..I could stare at you all day! I love you HOney! I love telling little stories of you..especially the one about you taking your pillow and blanket and laying next to the bathtub..when I just wanted to relax in the tub! You would say "well Honey I just want to lay by you!" I miss that so much..just small things like that!! I really cant wait to see you again..It just felt like life actually made sense when you were here! Well Honey..Im gonna go and try to sleep after all it is 430am..just cant sleep these days! haha! But honey If I cant get on early enough..Happy Thanksgiving In heaven Honey!! I miss and loveyou so much!!

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Missin you!  / Jessica Thiefoe (Girlfriend/ my love )

Hi my love

            Gosh..I miss you like crazy! Theres just a never ending pain to this! My heart is still like a damn rock...I cant let anybody in..cant really talk to anybody about you yet! Im still hurting so badly..still tryin to move on with my life but theres still that set-back to things I guess! The other day..I finally realized that my life is so confusing now that your gone..its like nothing I do satifies me anymore! Im just never satisfied with anything..I cant make up my mind! I came to school down here thinking it would help thinking things would be ok but there not..Im just running from the actual problem. I guess I just dont know yet how to face things..all i know how to do is ignore it! I sit down and look around and yet wonder why im here..why im not at home with you..why did this have to happen? I just dont really get it yet! I ask everyday..And im sure your listening but just cant answer me.."honey why did you leave me like this"? I probably will never get my answer..the only thing I do understand is to let you lay in rest.. in peace! I want the best for things..its just taking me a little longer to let go! I really dont know when to! I try to stay strong for everyone and everything..But deep down..I just want to cry all the time..But I dont because I think whats that goin to help..Its not going to bring you back because im crying! Honey..I love you so so much..You just dont realize what you have until its gone...I found out one thing..never take anything for granted..cuz it cant be taken just like that..in the blink of an eye! I love you honey..Please help..I know this sounds crazy..but I think well maybe God will let me hear his voice one more time..i would be so happy just for that. Half the time..I dont even know what the hell im doing ..what the hell a m I goin to do for the rest of my life! I love you honey! I miss you so much.  

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missin you  / Tory Gladue (cousin)

hay ty ty

 sure miss you! sorry couldn"t make it to da memorial. da boys started school da next day! i'm happy 2 b back home! workin n bein have! I call auntie all da time n make sure she's doin good! jabutt say's hay n da wa-pusses say they miss you! think bout u everyday! keep lookin down on me n kick me in da ass once in while!!!! lol lots of love n write gain! xoxoxoxoxoxo

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JABUT!!!!!!!! / Jory Gladue (Cusion)
Hey Jabut miss you and always thinking of you. Love ya! Close

P.S. I love you!  / Jessica Thiefoe (Girlfriend/my love )

Hi My love

                    Just wanted to stop in an visit! Tell you that I love you and cant stop thinking of you these days! I was watching a movie today and man Honey did it remind me of you! I remember when it first came out and Donetta had called me and was like you should watch  this movie..it reminded me so much of you! So today I actually sat and watched the whole thing...And OMG Honey..I couldnt help myself but cry! It just brought pain to my heart! Its about this woman who was married to this man..here he had passed away because of a brain tumor just out of the blue..well anyways..He knew he was going to die so he wrote all these letters planned a trip to where they first met..even had a cake delivered to her on her bday after her passed! It was really a touching movie! Anyways...it just reminded me of you in so many ways..For some reason Honey my heart tells me that you knew things were coming and didnt say anthing! I think you said things but said them to where you were beating around the bush..like in so many words to where we wouldnt understaiand. I just dont know WHY though Honey! ICant make myself understand! BUt this movie just reminded me of you so much..Its like If things can rewind and you nkew this was going to happen..I just wish youcouldve done something like that! I know I have to find some ways to respect what you did by not telling us! there was a reason for that! Im sorry honey..Its just taking me a little longer to understand WHY! I love you honey with all my heart!Please help me find a way to understand ! Please !

P.S. I love you

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Your crazy man  / Kim Longie (cousin-in-law)

Well just thought of telling something that i remember laughing about all the time when we think about you. I remember when you used to come up to debbie and elvis' and everytime i knew it was you because max would be going crazy and you could hear your boots stomping on the floor. Man that would drive him crazy!! so every time i piss max off I'll think of you!! ha ha ha . And by the way Art didnt lose a cousin he lost a brother thats what he aways tells me. love Art kim and babies

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Ride of a Lifetime  / Jolene, Corby &. Baby Corben (Cousins)
The 1st Annual Memorial Ride in honor of your life here with us & in honor of your life without us was a huge success with lots of memories shared tears shed and fun had by all.  It was very heartwarming to see so much family & friends together again and everyone enjoyed themselves and had a great time!  The only thing is that I could see the sadness and the emptiness in your mom's eyes that day but she still managed to smile and laugh (you can't help that with our nutty family). I hope that you were smiling and laughing along with us too!  You are so loved Tyler and so missed it's going to be hard to top this next year!!! Close

Thinking of you! Its been a year!  / Jessica Thiefoe (Girlfriend/my love )

Hi My love

                   Well its been a full year since you left this world! Honestly it doesnt even seem like months! This year went by so fast it just flew by! There hasnt been a day that I havent thought about you or stopped missing you! I love you with all my heart! People keep telling me that time will help but its been a year and I still have that whole in my heart! Everything I do still reminds me of you I even tried to leave and come to school but even that reminds me of you! I used to tell you I was goin to come down here and you used to tell me "well Honey" you cant leave me Ill go with you & I want to be anywhere your at! I love you so much honey! We had your 1st annual memorial ride on Saturday! It turned out pretty good! Im so glad I made it..I love being with the family..their such good people & I kept thinking about the all the times that I missed out on with them & then thinking that I wish you could be here so we can spend time together with them! I feel like their my own family! I love that about them! Thank you Honey for bringing me that! We had alot of fun on Saturday though..I know you were right there probably laughing at alot of the crazy things that happened! Or when your mom was trying to get on the horse when she just layed over the saddle..I know you were laughing then! haha! Gotta love her! Your headstone is beautiful! I know you would like it! Your looking good Honey! haha! Well Im back in Kansas..just got out of class..Its kind of crazy how things can change just like that..right in front of your eyes & you dont even know it! If I can go back honey..I would be home right now probably beading or doing something around the house! haha you know me! Just waiting for you to get home..lay down & watch a movie! I miss them times so much honey..just those simple times.."You dont even realize what you have till its gone" aint that the truth! Then I look back to a year ago & think how could this have happened He wasnt supposed to go I still can see your face just looking at me telling me you want to go home! I remember that night when you had your nurse call me at 3:30am because you wanted to me over there. so I run over there..there you are sitting up wide awake watching the golden girls on tv!haha! Then I asked whats wrong and you gave those pitiful eyesand said well honey Im hungry you wanted me to feed you. Then I brushed your beautiful teeth..layed you back down and  you said honey can you stay in here until I fall asleep..so I sat next to you and held your hand until you went to sleep..And I just stared at you and asked God please just let him stay! It just haunts me so bad..I still dont know what to think! HOney I need you..I love you so much! Your always in my heart!

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Thinking of you  / Jessica Thiefoe (Girlfriend/my love )
Hi my love Ive been thinking of you so much lately..I think about you day in and day out! you would think it would get a bit easier but it dont! i love you so dearly! Its going to be a year since you left us! And it didnt even seem like its been that long this year has gone by so fast! Well I leave in a few days..Im doing it honey..Im going to go to school and leave for a while!! BUt im sure you know that.. I know it my heart you r standing next to me at all times! I hope you like the rocks on the hill in front the house! Remember that time when I was like If this was my farm that hill would say Gladues all the way across it and you were like honey just put Tyler & Jessica on it! I just laughed at you and said yea right away honey how would that look! haha! I was thinking about that all summer long so I went picked up Sandida and we went got paint and we were up there for awhile! We had a fun time trying to haul rocks up there! You were probably laughing at us! Sandidas doing so good and shes getting so big! She almost taller than me..I promise you honey..I will be here for your lil'girl any time she needs me! I know that what you would have wanted! I love you so much You wouldnt believe how much I miss you anywhere I am now Im like its not the same without you! Me and your cousin Ashley couldnt stop talking about you this past weekend! Your cousin Kylie was in a wedding this past weekend so I went and met up with them over there..kylie looked just Beautiful!! I wish you could've came with me over there..we would have had a good time! It was fun! Liza Jo is having her B-dy party tonite...shes having a toga party..So ill be there with them! I know youll be there watching over us making sure things are going the way there supposed to be!! That was you!! I love you Honey so very much!! Im missing you everyday! Every moment! I've been thinking about Baby Brett alot lately! I know your taking care of baby Brett..holding him in his time of need! I know your watching over Brad Tracey and the kids..I just dont know how that could have happened to them There such great people! But I know your there for them..It always seemed like Brad looked up to you..more like a brother! Im sure that must have gave him a big relief off his shoulders knowing that your there with brett!! Thats just the kind of person you were always trying to take care of everyone!! Your a great person honey! I love you with all my heart! Close

happy birthday  / Lita Davis (Cousin)

Good Morning Cuz!  I just wanted to stop in and say hi and happy birthday of course.  I pray that you are in sprit with all of your loved ones today especially your mom and your baby and brothers.  Today is going to be a tough day as we all think about you on the day that the lord gave you to the world (and we thank him for that).  I believe that you are with us in some way everday, and thats a nice thought!  Love you, miss you and happy birthday! Lita

 

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miss you!!  / Terilyn Poitra (1st cousin )
Hey Mr. Tyler!! It's been so long since I stopped by to say hello to you.  You wouldn't believe it but i'm sitting here telling stories about you to my friends and they are all good stories, well most of them, haha.  I really truly loved having you as a cousin.  I love to argue as you know and you were always there to argue back with me.  We had such a love hate relationship.  As we know that doesn't mean what it implies.  I truly loved you cousin but when we got together you would think we hated eachother, even though it was all in good fun.  I miss that soo much.  Nobody else wants to argue with me.  Oh ya Happy Father's Day!!! So I am sure you have been watching over your beautiful daughter.  I have not seen her in a while but I am hoping she his home around the fourth so that I can see her.  She is going to grow up into a great woman, you definitely have nothing to worry about with that girl of yours.  Well I will talk with you soon and love ya!!!   Close

IM A LONG WAY FROM HOME  / JILL POITRA (SISTER IN LAW )

HEY TY TY,

 HOW ARE YOU DOING, I HOPE YOUR ENJOYING THE SUMMER SO FAR FROM AFAR. YOU KNOW THAT SONG IM A LONG WAY FROM HOME BY SHOOTER JENNINGS, IT REMINDS ME OF YOU, BECAUSE YOU ARE A LONG WAY FROM HOME, EVEN THOUGH YOUR JUST RIGHT THERE, JESSICAS BIRTHDAY IS COMING, SHES THE BIG 21

I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING, ANYWAYS I KNOW YOULL BE THERE, BUT I LOVE YOU, I GOT TO GET READY FOR WORK, AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING ABOUT THAT TO, JILL WORK, I KNOW HUH, CRAZY, BUT LIFE GOES ON AND WE GET OLDER, TIME TO GROW UP, BUT I WILL TALK TO YOU AGAIN SOON,

LOVE YOU, JILL

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TIMES HAVE CHANGED  / Jill Poitra (Sister in law )

HEY BROTHER,

TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I'VE JUST FOUND THIS PLACE, AND AS I READ EVERYONES TRIBUTES, I AINT GONNA LIE, I CRIED, USUALLY WHEN I SIT AT HOME ON THE COMPUTER, I LISTEN TO MUSIC, PLAY GAMES AND START TO GO THROUGH PICTURES, AND THEN I GET TO YOURS, AND ITS HARD, BUT IF MY SISTER JESS CAN GET THROUGH IT I KNOW I CAN, IVE BEEN MEANING TO STOP BY AND VISIT YOU, CANT SAY I WAS BUSY BECAUSE NOTHINGS MORE IMPORTANT TO TAKE THE TIME, MOST OF THE TIME LATELY I SEE THE BOYS, BUT IN ALL REALITY IT DONT FELL RIGHT TO SAY THE BOYS ANYMORE BECAUSE THEYRE MISSING THE MAIN SOURCE AND THATS YOU, BUT WHEN THEYRE THERE I KNOW YOUR THERE TOO. I KNOW WE NEVER MADE THE BEST OF LIFE AS FRIENDS TOGETHER BECAUSE WE ALWAYS HAD OUR MOMENTS, WE FOUGHT, THEN WE LAUGHED, WE FOUGHT, THEN WE LAUGHED, BUT WHAT ARE SISTERS AND BROTHER FOR. BUT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND I HOPE YOUR LOOKING DOWN ON ME FROM TIME TO TIME. I WILL TRY TO COME BACK AGAIN,   OH YEA, DONT MAKE IT STORM TO MUCH FROM UP THERE.        

                                                                             lUV YOU MUCH,

                                                                  YOUR SPARING PARTNER

                                                                                       JILL

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Missing U  / Tracey Rodman (Cuz)

Well Tyler,

I told myself I'm going to Tyler's memorial website, "I'm not going to cry because I'm at work..I'm strong I can do this"..Well let me tell you something Tyler "I ain't as good as I once was" as Toby Keith would say it...So once again I'll go back to work with big red eyes...We're having a memorial for you at the Garden Tap to get you a nice headstone like you deserve...I know you'll be there..We always form a circle on the dance floor, I bet your in the middle doing the Tyler dance, stealing the show...but I suppose I better get back to work I love you so very much cuz...Tell grandma and grandpa and everyone else I said hello and love them very much also...

Love,

XOXOXOXOXOXOXXO Tracey Jean XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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I MISS YOU DADDY  / SANDIDA GOODEN-GLADUE (BABY GIRL )

DADDY I MISS U VERY MUCH I JUST WISH U COULD COME BACK IN A WAY BUT U CAN EVERY NIGHT I CRY MY SELF TO SLEEP QUIETLY BUT I NEVER WANT TO TELL ANY ONE BUT NOW I WISH I COULD HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN SOMTIMES I WONDER IF U COULD TELL ME I LOVE U MY GIRL WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I CANT HEAR U SAY IT I JUST WISH I COULD SEE U AGAIN IM CRYIN REALY REAELY HARD RIGHT NOW I FEL LIKE IM GOING TO GET NOCKED OUT IM CRYIN SO HARD ITS ITS REALY HARD FOR ME TO TALK TO U LIKE THIS EVERYTIME IM ON THI IT GETS A LOT MORE HARDER FOR ME I REMEMBER THAT TIME WHEN U MADE ME DRIVE AND I WAS SO SCARED I THOUGHT I WOULD CRASH BUT I DIDNT I REMEMBER WHEN U ALWAYS SAID COME ON AND BEAT ME JUST PRETENDING TOUGH BECAUSE IF WE WERNT PRETENDING THAT WOULD SUCK I MISS U SAYING EVERYTHING BUT ALL IS I COULD SAY IS I MISS U AND IN HEAVIN I NOW YOU WILL ALWAYS MISS ME AND I ALWYS WILL MISS U EVEN WHEN IM PROBIBLY 99 IM GOING TO REGRET U LEAVING ME BUT I KNOW U ARE ALWYAS HALF A STEP RIGHT BE HIND ME BUT I WISH U COULD LEAD ME TO HEAVIN WITH U WELL I GOT TO GO DADDY I MSS U VERY VERY MUCH XOXOXOXOX

LUV U WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALWAYS

YUR BABY    

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Why? / Candida Maye (Mother of his Baby )
Hi Tyler it has been a while since I have been on this sight I guess I was kinda of busy.  My concern is our beautiful baby girl she needs her daddy and misses you very much she wonders why you were taken so early and why she has to be neglected the times  that she would need you in the future where it it important to have a dad close by besids in her heart. like her first school dance, meeting her first boyfriend with rifle in hand (hah-ha), first high school prom, high school graduation and of corse the wedding day the giving away of your beautiful daughter and the birth of her first child,and the list goes on and on......  The only advise I could give her is that you are there everyday you just don't feel it or see it sometimes you will feel when your dad is there and other days you won't.  Sandida is having a very hard time coping somedays she is happy, the next day she crying hating her life the whole world and wishing that she would die so she could be with you.  All I can say is baby it is not your time and please be strong like yur dad was and be brave I know you hurt but there are a lot of people out there that care alot for you and would not like it you were to get hurt.  please help me watch over her and pray for her she talks to you every night I know I see and hear her crying....... Close

Hey Tye  / Liza Jo Henry (Family)
Hey Tye, Me, Tarp, and KK always miss you and always think of you. It's Tarps Birthday today and you now where he is, I know you must be laughing at him right now, but what can we say about that cousin of yours. I thought I'd make you laugh alittle, talk to you Lata Tye!! Close

My love  / Jessica Thiefoe (Girlfriend/my love )

Hi my love,

                 I missed you so much the other day, I was driving around listening to songs you always listened to and just like that, I just needed to see you or talk to you! All I wanted to do was just scream or hit something..Im just still so mad at the world, I really dont know what to do with myself anymore..It's just like im going crazy, the more i cant hear your voice or just touch you one more time, I lay with a picture of you on the next pillow pretending that your still there! I just dont know what to do anymore..Im so tired and stressed out..the only thing that keeps me going everyday is knowing in my head that your my guardian angel..you still next to me..the only difference is your now there all the time! The only thing thats helping me right now is going out to you at the church just sitting there. I'm trying to leave this place soon..I just feel like I have nothing to stay here for anymore. Everywhere I go Just about everything I do just drives me crazy because your not there! I love you honey so very much..I missed you so much on Valentines Day..I got Brooke and Jolinda gifts..I think they liked them..I miss you going to pick up Brooke to come up to the house and the way she used to make us laugh so hard! Or the way she used to call us about 30x a day..we would just laugh at her messages, shes a good kid! I just miss you honey! I think about things all day long..I realize now my life made sense when I was with you! I felt safe! I went sat in the yard the other night for a few minutes and just stared at the house wishing we were home in bed watching TV.

                                              I love you honey,

                                                        Jessica

                                               

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My Honey!  / Jessica Thiefoe (Girlfriend/My love )

Hi my love,

                   I know, I know I havent been on here in a lil'while.Everytime I get here though it just gets harder. Things just aint getting easier down here...Believe me honey If I can be with you in a minute id be there! No other words said about it! They say when it rains it pours! Now I can say I know the true meaning of that! Well Honey I Just wanted to stop in and say I love you! Its Just like I can still fill you around me I can still sense that your there I know your listening when im talking to you! It just makes it harder when you cant talk back!

I love you honey but I have to go now! I miss you so so much!

                                                                     I love you,

                                                                                       Jessica

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RE: Missing you  / Aaron Belgarde (Cousin)
Tyler me and Allen miss you. We lost a good cousin and friend, we will be thinking about you always. Close